let go

Well yesterday I got let go, I don't think I've ever been fired from a real job before. IT SUCKS completely and totally. And then I look at Abbie and I REALLY feel bad. If something even worse happens Rick and I will understand. If we turn off our cable we'll get why we can't watch our shows but she'll just be confused, no more ice cream or eating out no problem, but she' s not going to get it.

I'm pissed off and disappointed and discouraged and scared. I get that things are bad everywhere, but I know in every company across the country that is letting people go there are people who aren't being affected in the least. Their pay hasn't changed and won't change, they may work harder for it, but whatever. Someone told me they feel sorry for the ones who had to do the telling, not me THEY STILL HAVE A JOB. While I was packing my box one of the guys watching said to the other, man is this day over yet. SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!! Yea, it was over for me and it wasn't even lunch time.

k, that's enough bitterness for now.


one last thing, how much does it suck that NOT ONLY IS IT THE WEEK WE ARE OUT OF EVERYTHING (toilet paper, soap, shampoo, food, laundry soap etc) BUT THAT I've been so responsible lately buying only clothes I can wear to work that I only have 1 pair of jeans I can wear now that I have days to wear them!